My life with Mac was filled with many wonderful moments. There is no way I could put my finger on just one. But if I must I would say it was the day we sat on a mountainside to watch the sunset together. We didn't talk at all. Words could never have expressed how we felt there that day. We held each other close and just watched the sun go down. Althought we were far apart a LOT, we never lst our love for one another. Our last words to each other, the night he died, was very simple. "I love you." Then we hung up the phone. I still cry for him and miss him more than anyone will ever know. After all, you don't just wipe away 17 1/2 years in just a few simple words. I refuse to let him go, I don't want to. I miss his arms and late night phone conversations that meant little to anyone else. I MISS YOU MAC AND WILL MEET YOU AT THE BOTTOM OF THOSE STAIRS WE TALKED ABOUT. I KNOW YOU WILL BE THERE WAITING FOR ME, JUST LIKE YOU SAID YOU WOULD. I LOVE YOU!